What Is Broken Must Be Fixed Somehow

There are Dreams that never really leave your mind. Perhaps its what you want to be when you grow up... how you want to be seen by the world... The world to see... the learning you want to have... Whether or not you want to be just like you family. There are many dreams out there, but they are all tested. As for me I still don't know what they are or should be. I'm unknown to most becuse I choose it, because thats all I see in my head. Yes, I am creative with my hands, and I can listen and watch for hours at a time. There are still times I don't see the truth. All I have, I've always tryed to be of use to those who need it, but there are times when I find a person that use me for the worst and that's when I don't know how to help them. So, I have to leave to fix things for the better. One of the worst feelings it the world is knowing that you are leaving them angry. Then you start to pray that person and you may forget it all. Then again you know that is learning and growing for the better or worse. You just hope is for the better, or maybe its jsut me that hops for the better. If I don't then all will be lost for me. The thing is I know I won't forget.

Mother Teresa said "Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's Kindness. Kindness in your face. Kindness in your eyes. Kindness in your smile."

I'll always try to be kind. I know there will be times when I will slip and I leave someone angry or sad. I hope one day they will forgive me, I pray that I will become a person that they can see good in. Maybe I do have a dream after all. That I will be a person that anyone can go to, and find themselfs smiling just a bit more and find there wisdom.

What is sweet

Sweet... a word that is delightful. A word that makes a smile. Now if you put Angel with sweet. dose that mean that it will be forever. That feeling that makes you smile. is that why? is that how? one day it may be the time. Now it you take a Hero and you put sweet with it, can it be that that feeling will be safe forever?

Life

Life is so precious, what is it when pain strikes the heart to the core and we feel our souls cry out for some kindness, but yet we feel that we don't deserve it. So we fall behind allowing others to go in head of you knowing all to well that you would allow yourself to drowned if it meant saving one life or one soul. That is how I see myself just someone that is expendable. If I could make one person happy even if it meant I die in the proses then so be it. My life means nothing alone. Happiness is in the mind it can not come with physical things. You may say "yes it can" but if you thing back to that "physical thing" how long did it last? was it just a small moment that made you happy? did it last a hour? a week? may be a year or two? but what about forever? where dose that come? Is it truly possible to attain it with money? or with touch? For me.... No it can not be for it's not in the mind. your still alone in the end. One moment your happy and the next you are unhappy. Frame of mind means everything. As for me.. I see this in others, but it is true I have a hard time seeing it in myself. So I lead the way for others and when they have found there way I fall back so that they don't see the tears of my sins.

What I am.

There is a point that I hit when all feels lost for yourself, and so you find that you put others first no matter the cost to yourself. You may ask why I do this but when you stop thinking your worth and you see others as amazing people you see what they go through and you want to help. that is what I do. I am a thing if that is what they need me to be. so as I observe others I see where I may help them and if they don't remember me then that is alright for I am not meant to be remembered. I am meant to be there. that is all. no more no less. If I can't help one person then my life won't be fulfilled.

Give a moment

Give me a minute to ponder the moment. Do not allow me to fall behind in my wisdom for I can not afford it. Not now, not in this day where every thought, and movement defines you. This world becomes less free by every passing hour. How is it that we forget that we are ones that are examples. We choose who we are. It is time to be a hero

The One Perfect moment we all pray for.

There are so many feelings of the heart that you must be in tune with. One moment at a time when all is right and good. When it is time to see what is true and what must be and yet happiness sets in. Striving for what should be. Knowing the wisdom that comes whit it all. This is the perfect moment we all pray for.

The Best Of Being

Waking up to the sound of laughter and then there is the thought of having people around you the just make you happy. Yes world I have moved in to a house with 5 other girls and what is amazing is that we all get a long. We seem to be the best of the same but yet we are all so different all believing in different religions and yet we all are so silly that we love being around each other. This is what makes working alright and what makes bed bugs treatable. Just to laugh at the heard and to know when I come home I will be smiling more and more every day.