The Game

Life plays the game...
Or perhaps its just it is just the people who play the games,
a look there a jester or a touch here or there.
The heart beats with every moments these games take.
So you space yourself from those people
thinking that just maybe the game would leave you be
and your heart will turn normal again
but then again...
The heart still plays the games that my head never wants to play.
I wage the war within me every day
my feelings always pull one way
and my mind pulls the other way.
so my body stands still
with the pull of gravity.
everything and every one
seems to pull.

My art

Delta Rae - Morning Comes (official video)

Lines

Lines in the sand
lines on my skin
they all have meaning
borders in the heart
or remainders
of past moments

I look down at
the lines I have made
my heart brakes
what I have made
can not be undone
this is when I make
a line in my mind
I will be strong
non will come
so I must be strong
if only for my mind

most don't even see
the surface I have made
but if they look closer
some have seen
few have asked
and fewer have been told

these lines have been crossed
and tears have fallen
but one must be strong
if only for those who truly care.

Crossroads

I am standing on the crossroads yet again... being pulled in many different directions....and feeling restless about it all. unsure of what Way I should allow to take my heart... afraid of making the wrong decision.. their are times I wish someone would just tell me what I should be doing and help me get there.. but I don't its all up to me. afraid of letting the people I love down. standing in the crossroads. God give me strength.