Bold for Others

There is a saying that is when God closes a door somewhere he opens a window.

The only thing is it feels like He keeps opening the same window.

I am bound to this place of birth bound to my family in a way where I would do anything for them. I seek peace in my life. I seek some place for me to be free from always wanting someone near me, yet knowing that maybe people are better off without me in some ways. I hide from people not like I'm hiding behind a tree or anything but I hide my soul from those who walk around me.

I can be bold but not for me... for others and only for others.